youre so sweet. *Smile*
Can you post a picture of your favorite undies? Front and back please :)@Anonymous
if 50 people like this I will.
Seriously you guys…its been so long since I have been the one to do the breaking off…and to such a sweet guy that I dont want to say ‘aye fuck you’ to. I mean I can do that easy to people who deserve it but he is just such a sweetheart! HELP!!!!! Anyone?
Last night I had sex with a guy. The last time I had sex with this guy I was on my medication and honestly I dont remember it at all. As soon as I can Im going to switch to a different anxiety pill that will not make me forget everything I do when Im taking them and on autopilot. ANYWAY…I had sex with him a while back and I thought I would have sex with him again because hes the sweetest guy I know and I mean why wouldnt I? Oh yeah…because Ive been wanting to tell him I dont want to have sex with him anymore because I can barely stant to look him in the eye after fucking and meeting all his friends on my meds and not remembering a single thing. SO EMBARRASSING. Plus I dont think were on the same page. I think he thinks Im his girl and I thought we were just fooling around as friends having fun…I am falling in love with another guy and I dont know how to tell him or how he might react to me telling him. So last night when were fooling around he suggest sex and Im like…’Okay. Just do it like last time. Itll be fine. Your body knows what to do.’ Yeah…kinda. In the middle of sex my body seemed to want to do something else than have sex. I didnt really want to have sex and I guess since I had been fighting it so much but riding along with it I was hit with this huge slap in the face from my emotions and I swear it was the most out of the blue thing ever. I just started bawling and it didnt help that he had just covered my mouth to keep me quiet. I muttered I didnt want to do it anymore and just curled up in a ball and cried. It was so pathetic…He rubbed my back and asked what was wrong and I had no idea but I knew I couldnt continue. I kept wanting to say I was sorry but knew there was nothing to be sorry for. I just…ugh. Wow….it sure was an experience.